dannyboiii

I’m pretty upset. I really have been trying hard lately to get along with you. I make it a point to respect your boundaries. I apologize any time I feel I might have over stepped in any way. I fulfill the duties of a friend and do favors that I really don’t want to do. Why? I’ve been telling myself that it’s I’ve been wanting to regain a mutual respect for eachother. The kind of respect that’s made our friendship work. I’ve thought that if I showed you some respect and understanding, there was a chance you would reciprocate that respect and understanding.

You know the entire reason we became friends? Well, it was based on our ability to respect one another. The ability to not spit on eachother’s face. I was just about the only one in your life that didn’t judge you for the obviously ignorant choices you seemed incapable of resisting. I recognized the fact that you were wounded, and, instead of criticizing you for your affinity for self-inflicted pain, I gave you a world where you didn’t have to feel it.

But I’m coming to realize the duality of human nature. The difference between someone in need, and someone on their feet. And its funny to see how sweet someone will be to you when you have something to offer, and how sour they are once they’ve taken it all.

Well, we train people how to treat us, and it seems I’ve developed a tendency to let people walk all over me. No, I don’t have to defend myself loudly and create a scene. I don’t even have to explain myself to you. But I do need to know when to walk out of a relationship that isn’t good for me, and I would be an idiot if I convinced myself now isn’t the time to do that.

I hope you have a good life.